Killian James NYC

[buckguy]

Saw him early in his career. Seemed generally disinterested in a way that made me think he was a con artist. Not entirely surprised when he flames out.

[+ ArVaGuy]

Met Killian at a DC forum gathering over MAL some years back. Got the chance to spend time with him. I found him to be very attractive, his looks were even better in person than his videos. As our conversation progressed I lost interest in hiring him as he came across to me as narcissistic and delusional. Subsequent developments in his persona seem to have borne out the misgivings I had about him. It’s sad in some respect.

[MartyB]

Met Killian at a DC forum gathering over MAL some years back. Got the chance to spend time with him. I found him to be very attractive, his looks were even better in person than his videos. As our conversation progressed I lost interest in hiring him as he came across to me as narcissistic and delusional. Subsequent developments in his persona seem to have borne out the misgivings I had about him. It’s sad in some respect.

I agree with your assessment. at his best he was elite. It is sad.

[Epigonos]

Killian James has always pulled my heart strings. We met socially a number of years ago shortly after he and his then partner began escorting in New York. He was very young at the time, probably early 20’s. I contacted him and invited him to the Palm Springs Weekend. He was intrigued and actually showed up at the Sunday Pool Party. He arrived at the party wearing a tiny speedo which showed off his body beautifully. His personality exuded the confidence and arrogance that is frequently the case with the very young. He was definitely the hit of the party.

I am always concerned when I encounter very young escorts who have limited life experiences. They are not old enough to have had another career in which they experienced some of life’s ups and downs. Many of these guys become enamored of a career in porn. Over the years I have come to believe that porn has a way of devouring and destroying many of its own. The world of porn is permeated with drugs; uppers, downers, speed, coke and even heroin. I am always appalled to see the number of porn performers who have committed suicide, overdosed, or have suffered major mental breakdowns. . Unfortunately this is exactly what appears to have happened to Killian. He was just too young to handle the pressures of the porn world successfully.

I sincerely hope that he has been able to pull his life together and move on. He was and hopefully will be again a very nice guy.

Edited June 29, 2019 by Epigonos

[sexymonk]

I agree with your assessment. at his best he was elite. It is sad.

I think in recent years something horribly went wrong due to his substance abuse! I beginning of 2013 I met killian who was health conscious and was available to train few people. He was very nice in interaction, engaging during the whole time. Later I learnt about his drug use which changed his personality! I guess you guys may have seen the video where he was high and ranting against Ryan Rose! It is sad of what had became of him.

[BgMstr4u]

His downward trajectory makes me sad too. I remember writing a note of encouragement on this forum when he was starting out. I was moved by his ambition and his enthusiasm, which I found attractive and stimulating.

[buckguy]

The partner who escorted with him left rather soon after, escorted for awhile in NYC and later moved out West. He was quoted by someone here as having left because of the drug use. The partner, whose name escapes me, was much more interactive and seemed like a nice guy.

 

KJ had worked as an accountant, so he wasn't exactly w/o skills.

[BabyBoomer]

The partner who escorted with him left rather soon after, escorted for awhile in NYC and later moved out West. He was quoted by someone here as having left because of the drug use. The partner, whose name escapes me, was much more interactive and seemed like a nice guy.

 

 

Derek Crawford.

 

~Boomer~

[+ Gar1eth]

The partner who escorted with him left rather soon after, escorted for awhile in NYC and later moved out West. He was quoted by someone here as having left because of the drug use. The partner, whose name escapes me, was much more interactive and seemed like a nice guy.

 

KJ had worked as an accountant, so he wasn't exactly w/o skills.

 

It's all sad but especially so because I think I remember in the beginning Killian taking a definite stand against drugs. If I'm remembering correctly, I wonder if that was an act.

 

It reminds me of an escort years ago in Portland. I think his name was Bill. I remember him making a point of saying he was drug free. But in the end I think he died of an overdose.

 

Killian gave a lot of guys pleasure when he first started. And we all know it's not easy being a good escort. I hope he has found his way since the meltdown.

 

Gman

[buckguy]

Clearly a con from the beginning and able to manage it better before his using got out of control. Read the whole thread---it's cautionary regarding how easy it is to be taken in and make excuses even after someone has demonstrated being unworthy of them.

[guru68]

Clearly a con from the beginning and able to manage it better before his using got out of control. Read the whole thread---it's cautionary regarding how easy it is to be taken in and make excuses even after someone has demonstrated being unworthy of them.

Very true. We all want to see good in people and the idea of caring (and being cared about) for someone is very powerful.

[RadioRob]

I think it’s very easy for us to sit here and play armchair quarterback. We don’t know what’s going on in his life and what may or may not have happened.

 

We hire someone to fill a role or fantasy for a period of time and then for them to disappear from our lives.

 

Killian was nothing but a professional when we spent time together. I will always remember those times fondly and will hope that whatever is happening in his life works out in the end. It does not make sense for me to sit here and try to pass judgement on him since I don’t know the full story and I don’t know his life outside of our time together.

 

Quite frankly I don’t think I ever really want to know... it’s better to just have the fantasy and the moment of pleasure.

 

I’m I would encourage folks here to do the same. Don’t ruin the fantasy. Have your fun and then send them home. You’re not hiring them as a life partner or auditioning them as a best friend.

[MartyB]

I think it’s very easy for us to sit here and play armchair quarterback. We don’t know what’s going on in his life and what may or may not have happened.

 

We hire someone to fill a role or fantasy for a period of time and then for them to disappear from our lives.

 

Killian was nothing but a professional when we spent time together. I will always remember those times fondly and will hope that whatever is happening in his life works out in the end. It does not make sense for me to sit here and try to pass judgement on him since I don’t know the full story and I don’t know his life outside of our time together.

 

Quite frankly I don’t think I ever really want to know... it’s better to just have the fantasy and the moment of pleasure.

 

I’m I would encourage folks here to do the same. Don’t ruin the fantasy. Have your fun and then send them home. You’re not hiring them as a life partner or auditioning them as a best friend.

Radio Bob I had the same experience with him. It last a few months and it was always fun & hot. He did mention a few personal things in his life that he was dealing with. I only wish him the best.