This is a very difficult issue for me to write about. Somehow I made it through many many years of my life without it becoming as strong a difficulty as it is now. Our society seems to put a great deal of importance on having a big dick. For some reason it has become a big deal that I do not have one. Each time I pee now I am reminded of how small I actually am. It has become distressing. It seems that everywhere I look I am reminded of this fact. From the on line photos, porno, jokes on tv and even tv commercials for late night tv hosts I am bombarded with the idea that size does matter.
For a long time I was able to put it into the dark regions of my mind and forget about it. Would I rather be smart or a hunk with a big dick? The answer has changed. I used to think being smart was the wiser choice.
I am tempted to never look at a dick pic again or expose myself to sexual situations. I know that looking at porn, escort and masseur photos is not a true representation of the size of men's dicks, but that does not stop me from feeling inferior in that department. It's as if the older I get the more important this becomes in my mind.
How many of you can honestly say that a small dick doesn't put you off? Be honest!