Okay, I'm another guy just came out of the "no posting, just watching" closet in this forum. Have to say this forum is just great
Well, let's get to the topic. I found someone said hiring escorts is like a therapy, and I didn't really understand it. But recently, I found it ture, although it's likely to be in a different meaning.
I am in my late 20s, I have just finished hiring an escort for the second time in my life, they are both wonderful BTW. But afterwards, it kept me wondering about myself, about a fundamental issue:
Am I straight, or am I gay?
I had a thorough analysis on myself, listing all the things that REALLY turns me on, all the things that not really turns me on, and all the things that turns me down, from both men and women. (That's not a pretty list, trust me)
And after analyzing them, this is my conclusion:
My sexual needs can by fufilled by: f**king lady c**ts (sexual behavior) + worshiping man muscles (mostly non-sexual behavior).
The two needs do not appear at the same time and there is in no way do I appreciate lady muscles (just like you love vanilla ice cream and roast beef, but you will never want beef-flavored ice cream).
And when the need is fulfilled, I don't know which need will come next. And I don't think I can be sexually aroused both to a sexy lady and a muscular guy at the same time, because they belong to two separate systems, just one at a time is good. (Having beef with vanilla ice cream may not be so bad though)
I don't know whether I fall into the category of "bisexuals", and I don't what to be categorized as "queer", I'm just not a fan of that scale theory.
I wonder if there are people like me in this forum. I have a relatively good job now and want to have kids and a family before I become 35, but what should I do with my needs? Am I going tell my future wife "Not tonight baby, I'm not in the mood of f**king you today, cause I really need to eat some man pecs now. Damn I need a huge escort on my bed!" ?