The cost of doing business I suppose. Still, your assertion is valid. In my case, which I alluded to earlier, I own it completely. The escort in this case never led me to believe he felt as I did. In fact, he made that clear early and often.
We did over time, develop what I believe is a pretty
strong relationship-finances notwithstanding. He’s a genuinely good person and for the most part, we get along pretty well. Our arrangement consists of an allowance, so I pretty much see him whenever I can-often times it doesn’t even involve sex. And there is no predetermined amount.
Most here will say I owe him nothing, that is true. But just as I knew he didn’t feel for me what I felt for him, I also knew I was his primary source of income, even before he stopped advertising. I’m not a martyr, but just abandoning him Isn’t an option for me right now.