I know the feeling. I started hiring after a big break up. It was a nice little period of me "living it up". I even found a regular who was my age that I got along with and we should chat about random stuff with over text quite frequently. But once I was wrapping up my "healing" phase by coming to terms with the factors of my break up and letting go of the hurt I was feeling, then my interest took a nose dive. Like, it was literally one day I met up with my regular, then the next I had zero interest. It's been that way for many months now. I still look and contemplate, but I never actually pull the trigger or go for it anymore.
Now I just look at hiring as a special occasion, mainly if someone interesting is traveling to my city or if I am traveling some place else. I may hire when international travel starts, but that is about it. Overall, I'm happy with the break I took and I've been able to focus more on being comfortable with just me. This quarantine helped force that as well.