I think I'm a voyeur.
I'm not sure if maybe I'm just shy or timid about engaging with escorts/masseurs, but I do really enjoy the idea of watching, directing, capturing male beauty and erotic action.
I've done some photography and videography work in the past (though I've always considered it more just a hobby) and indulged in some sensual male photography shoots and flashy male fashion photography shoots just for fun.
I know there are some photographers who do almost exclusively male beauty portraiture and have had a lot of success in every sense of the word from focusing on that niche (off the top of my head, Paul Freeman is a example of this). For some reason, that doesn't quite interest me. I suppose I'd like to do something a little more subversive, discreet, and original.
Anyway, I'm just curious if there are other visually-oriented voyeurs out there and what they happen to do to satisfy their urges and desires. Though admittedly it might be just a stepping stone before diving into play/interaction with escorts and masseurs, I'm curious if there are any intriguing message boards/forums, events, activities, clubs, online communities etc. that cater to gay male voyeurs' fantasies.