Brad

Tattoos are compensation for a sense of deficiency. Sad.

Love that quote… Life is worth it…

Loving someone comes with accountability regardless if it's mutual… especially when you are an adult and have lived some. To expect reciprocation is the ego… Loving and true love is growth. It should always be the head over heart, especially when it's under the agreement of an escort client situation and when there is a wife and kids involved… but it doesn't mean you can't learn how to feel and allow it fully. Allowing it fully doesn't mean love letters and pining.

Heartache only means you're not living reality… falling in love doesn't have to entail being insane.

What would be so wrong with carrying the love past the appointment? Does that say something bad about you? No… it doesn't. The mature part about it is that there is an understanding. I have love for clients… but I am an adult and I know they're married or I'm fully aware of the parameters of how we know each other… I live my life…I'm a grown up; but it doesn't mean the love isn't real.

Or like Joan Rivers said "It's all like a movie…" I like what Jack says too…

Totally magical- real stuff… Why not? It can transcend.

Authenticity, opposed to putting on a show and being manipulative so that when your hand reaches out at the end of an appointment it's back-uped by how many hoops you jumped through. I don't believe it's something any escort can do, because that is the actual skill, being yourself, and when we know we're giving that… so will the client. It's not just an escort thing though… being yourself isn't for everyone. Humans are truly sophisticated, though we often deny that mechanism; but when we feel something real, opposed to the alternative, it's undeniable. It's the difference between sky diving from a plane and going on a roller coaster; your body knows the difference. So in that… there is no preparation aside from what you'd normally do. That's the BFE… real opposed to going to Disneyland. And how does it differ… from the Non-BFE? Same person… less exposed.